Sigh

     Frustrated with my back this morning. The chiropractor visit went well on Monday. I couldn't even bend a few inches without pain when I went in but I walked out being able to do a full toe touch with ease. Oddly, it was my left side that was giving me issues, usually it's my tight. I'm thinking it was a matter of the left having to overcompensate for the weaker side. I was feeling sore, but good when I left, having scheduled a follow up for this morning. I'm glad I have to go back. I'm hurting. Just standing up from my chair brings pain. I hate sitting all day. It fucking sucks and it's slowly killing me.
     I'm looking into a standing desk for at work. I doubt the company will pay for it, but maybe I can order from W.B. Mason and use our company name. Maybe I can get a discount that way, who knows. If not, I'll order it, save the receipt and see if I can claim it on my taxes or something. The conversion kits are fairly expensive, but if it helps to keep me pain free it will be worth it. It's something I'm going to talk to the doc about yoday anyhow.
     So now I get to try and sit as straight as I can in a shitty chair and worry all day how I'm going to do any sort of training tonight. I'm just so tired of feeling like a slave and a prisoner in that damn cubicle. I need to get out of there, for my health both physical and mental. I think that's going to lead me into a separate post so I'll leave it here for now. Time to get dressed and start the day. No matter what, my attitude will be positive and I'll do the best I can. I know there are people in this world in far more pain than I am, so I really have no reason to bitch. 
     Onwards and upwards.