35lb KB
Goblet Squat x10
Row x10 (ea. side; lunge position)
One-Arm Push Press x10 (ea. side)
Chest-Loaded Swing x15
Shoulder Halo x10 (ea. direction)
Hip Halo x10 (ea. direction)
Leg Halo x10 (ea. direction)
Chest-Loaded Swing x15
Single-Arm Thruster x6 (ea. side)
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20lb KB
Goblet Squat x10
Row x10
One-Arm Strict Press x10
Chest-Loaded Swing x15
Shoulder Halo x10
Hip Halo x10
Leg Halo x10
Chest-Loaded Swing x15
Single-Arm Thruster x10
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I was finishing up my second circuit and I was listening to my tried and true Kanye album, Graduation, to get me through the last bit. The Song "I Wonder" was playing and I had to answer yes. Yes, I know what it's like to find my dreams and I had actually forgotten what it felt like! How sad. But hearing that song brought back to me what it felt like to work my ass off when I had no support. It brought back the aggravation of having to fight for a lousy hour and a half each week to go to a group fitness class. It reminded me of still having to fight to get an hour by myself in the basement each night after I had worked all day to get stronger on my own. It brought back all of that bullshit fucking aggravation. It also brought back the overwhelming feeling of success and pride when I accomplished what he never thought I could. What a hell of a good feeling that was.
My situation is totally different now. Now, the lack of support is coming from my own brain. Now I have someone who wants to see me succeed, but I gave up on myself. Well, I had given up on myself, but not anymore. I found my dreams once and by the Gods, I'll find them again. So, now, I wonder - do you know what it means?
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