Raving Squirrels

BENCH:

55lb 4second down, 4 second pause x10

55lb x10

65lb x8

95lb x6

(115lb x3) 5x

Bar x15 wide, x15 mid, x15 narrow

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REV. FLY / CHEST FLIES:

(15lb x10 / x10) 3x

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FACE PULLS / BENCH DIPS:

(60lb x15 / x10) 3x

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     I did one more day. Not a stellar day, but a day. Honestly, I'm not even going for stellar. Hell, I'm not even going for great. I'm happy that I moved more than a sandwich to my face, so I'm counting today as a win. I don't really know what else to say. 

     I'm trying. Probably not trying enough but I'm kind of in a low point right now, so I don't really care. I have so much worry in my brain right now that it makes it hard to be positive about anything. My daughter is struggling in school and as I type this, my worry wart brain is totally derailing. Because my brain functions this way, it makes it difficult to reel in my thoughts and focus them on the task at hand. It makes it difficult to separate the thoughts into their proper places of importance in my brain. Too many thoughts, too many directions. I saw a saying that I don't have my ducks in a row, I have squirrels at a rave. That hits the nail on the friggin head! Is it any wonder my girl has a hard time in school? The chip doesn't fly too far from the stump. There are days when my brain races at a million miles an hour and then it crashes. 

*sigh*

Anyway. Today is done. Tomorrow is another day.